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| Hearts will never be practical, until they are made unbreakable
i remember when i first saw him;;
my heart started to race,
my stomach got butterflies,
and my mind thouqht about how
me & him could last forever.
I was sittin there alone and thinking of all the
guys I liked, and i only wanted to be in his arms
I bite my tounge everytime you come around;
because blood in my mouth is better than ..
tears on the ground.
i just want a day to go by when
im not pretending to be happy
i hate the way i dont hate you, not even
close, not even a little bit, not even at all
sometimes its the smallest decisions, that can change your life foreverrr <3
maybe some day we'll meet again, when our two roads meet a dead end.
some things only happen once.
OkAY
WELL iTS BEEN LiKE MONTH SENCE iVE ROTE iN HERE. WE WENT TO COMP.
AND GOT 4TH PLACE! THAT WEEk WE HAD A BANQUET AND ZAYNE WENT WiTH ME.
WE ALSO WENT SHOPPiNG ABOUT EVERYDAY. THAT WEEkEND WE HAD ANOTHER COMP.
AND LOST. THE NEXT WEEk WE HAD FiNALS AND i DiD OkAY i GUESS. THEN OUR
BREAK STARTED AND i WAS SO HAPPY! i LEFT FOR FORT PAYNE ON THE 21ST FOR
A BASkETBALL TOURNAMENT AND STAYED TiLL THE 23 AND i CAME HOME FOR MY
BiRTHDAY! WELL ZAYNE BOUGHT ME EARRINGS FROM kAY'S AND ROSES! AND ME
HiM SARAH SARA LEVi COURTNEY AND kEViN WENT TO EAT THEN THE POOL HALL
AND WE GOT IN MY HOTTUB AND THEY STAYED THE NiGHT. CHRISTMAS EVE I WENT
AND ATE AT ZAYNES THEN WE OPENED PRESENTS. CHRISTMAS I WENT TO SELMA
AND ME ZAYNE SARA AND LEVI WENT TO THE MOVIES ON THE 27TH i GOT MY
LICENCE AND ZAYNE LET ME DRiVE HiS TRUCK EVERYWHERE! THAT FRiDAY WAS
THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE..ZAYNE DUMPED ME! i CRiED ALL NiGHT AND STAYED
WiTH SARA NEW YEARS EVE WE WENT TO A PARTY AND i CRiED SOME MORE.
BASiCALLY i CRiED ALL WEEk. i MEAN i LOVED HiM SO MUCH..i STiLL DO AND
EVERYTiME i SEE HiM i JUST WANNA CRY..WELL WE STARTED BACk SkOOL
WEDNESSDAY AND i WENT TO CHURCH WiTH SETH THURSDAY WE HAD A GAME FRiDAY
MY COUSiN TARYN AND HE BOYFRiEND CAME DOWN AND ME HER AND NiCK(HER
BOYFRiEND) LEVi SARA AND ME ND TYLER GREEN WENT OUT TO EAT THEN TO
LEVi'S TO WATCH A MOViE..iT WAS FUN i GUESS BUT i WiSHED TYLER WAS
ZAYNE THE WHOLE TiME ANYWAYS SATERDAY WE WENT SHOPPING AND THAT NIGHT
WE DIDNT DO MUCH BUT WATCH TV TODAY I WENT TO WALMART WITH SARA AND
LEVI AND NICK AND THATS ABOUT IT..I REALLY MISS ZAYNE..BUT THATS OKAY
IF HE CAN MOVE ON SO CAN I..
X0-CAiTiE
i
want you so bad. okay there. i admitted it. are you finally happy? i
admit that i fell hard for you. harder than i've ever fallen in my
life. & you werent there to catch me. <//3
they
ignore each other && look the other way but they both know deep
down inside that it wasn’t supposed to end this way.
Never doubt that I love you.
I need you more than you know.
. . it's okay to hold
on but eventually you
just gotta l e t g o
and she's just a stupid little
girl with her hopes too high
and feelings much too strong
especially for a boy like him.
my
eyes burn from these tears. youd think id learn over these years. good
things wont last forever. so what the hell am i supposed to do. you
only wanted the things i couldnt give you. and you had it all anyway.
its like i want to push you off a building, but still then run down and catch you
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| Cause thats what im looking for, someone (better) than the rest
Cause screwing up takes practice
& I'm well rehearsed . <3
she can't fall for you, if you aren't there to catch her <3
Her eyes screamed the saddest apology
that the world has ever heard
HEY YALL
WELL iTS BEEN A WHiLE BUT
NOTHiNG TOO EXCiTiNG HAS HAPPPEND..UM MONDAY i WENT TO ZAYNES AND THEN
WE HAD A GAME. TUESDA WAS COURTNEY'S BiRTHDAY AND WE WENT TO
ZAYNES..AND THEN TO THE POOL HALL AND HAD HER PARTY THERE SO MUCH
FUN..THEN SHE SPENT THE NiGHT. WEDNESSDAY ME AND SARA AND MY DAD LEFT
FOR THE BEACH DiDNT DO TO MUCH WHEN WE GOT THERE..JUST WENT TO MY ANT'S
HOUSE AND WATCHED MOViES..THURSDAY LEVi AND ZAYNE CAME DOWN AND WE ATE
TURkEY SANDWITCHES AND WE WENT AND WATCHED MOViES AND MY ANTS
HOUSE..FRiDAY WAS MY MOMS WEDDiNG! HOW EXCiTiNG..UM WELL LETS JUST SAY
iT WAS SO MUCH FUN AND OMG iT WAS BEAUTiFUL i LOVED iT! THEN MY MOM
WENT OUT AND WE ALL WENT TO THE MOViES AND SAW JUST FRiENDS GOSH THAT
WAS SO FUNNY..THEN WE ATE AT HOOTER'S AND WALkED ON THE BEACH AND ZAYNE
TOLD ME HE LOVED ME FOR THE 1ST TiME!!..THEN WE WENT TO BED. SATERDAY
WE CAME HOME AND ME SARAH AND ZAYNE WENT TO SONiC AND THEN TO THE POOL
HALL AND THEN BACk TO HiS HOUSE AND WE PLAYED POkER THEN ME ZAYNE
BRiTNEY LEVi AND CHRiS SPENT THE NiGHT WiTH SARA..OMG SO MUCH FUN! AND
WELL LETS JUST SAY SUNDAY i FELT LiKE SHiT..MONDAY ME AND BRiTNEY WENT
TO ZAYNES AND ATE SUPPER..MONDAY ME AND ZAYNE WENT TO LEVi'S AND WE
WATCHED DiRTY DANCEiNG TiLL THE POWER WENT OFF..WE HAD REALLY BAD
WEATHER..AND TUESDAY WE HAD A GAME AND THATS ABOUT iT..WEDNESSDAY ME
BRiTNEY AND ZAYNE WENT TO THE POOL HALL AND i TALkED TO DOUG FOR A
WHiLE..THURSDAY WAS BRiTNEY'S BiRTHDAY!! BUT i COULDNT BE THERE CAUSE
WE HAD A FLiPPiNG GAME..WHiCH SUCkED..FRiDAY WAS AWSOME THOUGH WE WENT
ON OUR SPANiSH CLUB FiELDTRiP TO B-HAM OMGAH iT WAS GREAT..THEN THAT
NIGHT i GOT READY AT ZAYNES AND WENT TO THE GAME THEN ME HiM AND SARAH
WENT TO JAkES PARTY..TOO MUCH FUN..THEN WE WENT TO WAFFEL HOUSE AROUND
4 THAT MORNiNG..AND i STAYED AT ZAYNES..SATERDAY WE JUST LAYED AROUND
THE HOUSE AND ME AND SARAH WATCHED A CiNDERLLA STORY..THEN WE
WENT AND ATE AT HABANEROS..AND THE BEST THEiNG EVER
HAPPEND..ZAYNE ASkED ME OUT..HECk YES..THEN WE CAME BACk TO MY HOUSE
AND COURTNEY AND MANDiE CAME OVER AND WE PLAYED SkiP-BO THEN SARA AND
BRiTNEY CAME OVER AND DiD MY HAiR..TODAY WAS VERY EXCiTiNG..iT WAS OUR
COMPETiTION! WE PLACED 4TH ..WE DiD OkAY i GUESS THEN LEVi SARA AND
ZAYNE TOOk ME HOME AND WE STOPED AND ATE AT THE GOLDEN CORALL AND THATS
ALL..WE HAVE A COMPETiTiON NEXT SATERDAY SO MAYBEE WE CAN DO BETTER
THEN 4TH THEN!
X0-CAiTiE
looking back on all that we have been through,
i've realized that i would be nothing without all of you <3
i guess things happen for a reason. tears eventually fade &&
one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed to be.
moving on is a process, but you have to promise yourself you're eventually
going to let go <3
sometimes you can't help but stop && think about how much you miss the old times <|3
she's moved on and i feel sorry for you because she
thought you were the most amazing boy ever. if she could have
any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others.
she thought you were different. she was wrong. you're just
another guy to her now <|3
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she finally lets go of her fake smile as she looks in
the mirror watching the tears slowly roll down her face
and she whispers "i don't want to be me anymore" <|3
your promises mean nothing when you run out of lies to
say, so take my heart && break it in half and let go of my hand
cause the sound of your voice is killing me <|3
it's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to
get attached again. like you have this fear that every
person you start to fall for is gonna break your heart <|3
HEY YALL
WELL MY WEEk HAS BEED GREAT!
MONDAY WE HAD PRACTiCE AND THEN ME AND SARA WENT TO THE POOL HALL.
TUESDAY PRACTiCE THEN ME AND SARA LEVi AND ZAYNE WENT TO THE
MOViES AND WE SAW SAW 2 AND OMG THAT WAS SO SCARY iT WAS GREAT THEN WE
WENT BACk TO LEVi'S AND WATCHED SOME TV..WEDNESSDAY i WENT TO PRACTiCE
THEN i WENT TO MRS. TROLiNGER'S HOUSE AND THEN SARA AND LEVi CAME OVER
AND i BROKE UP WiTH JiMMY..THANk GOD..ANYWAYS THURSDAY UM PRACTiCE AND
THEN ME AND SARA TANNED AND WE GOT READY TO GO TO BEAUTY AND BOE OMG iT
WAS SO MUCH FUN AFTER THAT WE STOPPED BY THE POOL HALL FOR A LiL BiT
AND THEN i CAME HOME AND WATCHED THE OC. FRiDAY LEAH CAME HOME WiTH ME
AFTER SkOOL AND WE ATE AT SHELiA'S AND GOT READY FOR OUR FiRST
BASkETBALL GAME..WE LOST LikE 88 TO 30 ..BUT HEY i STiLL HAD FUN..THEN
i WENT TO THE POOL HALL WiTH SARA AND LEVi AND THEN i WENT TO ZAYNES
FOR A LiL BiT AND COURTNEY AND SARA SPENT THE NIGHT. SATERDAY WE GOT UP
AND WAiTiED FOR MY MOM TO FiNALLY LEAVE THEN WE TANNED AND THEN WE TOOk
A POWER NAP AND WATCHED THE AUBURN ALABAMA GAME iT WAS GREAT! THEN WE
ATE AT DUSTY'S AND WENT TO THE POOL HALL..THEY OPENED UP THE DANCE AREA
AND OMG WE HAD SO MUCH FUN THEN ME SARA ZAYNE AND LEVI LEFT AND WENT TO
LEVi'S FEiLD..THEN i GOT SiCk AND THREW UP LiKE 10 TiMES SO i CAME HOME
TOOk A SHOWER AND BRUSHED MY TEETH THEN DANiEL CAME AND GOT US AND WE
WENT BACk TO THE POOL HALL DANCED SOME MORE..THEN WE WERE HUNGREY SO WE
WENT TO WAFFEL HOUSE AND GOT HOME AROUND ..3 OR 4 TODAY WE GOT UP AND i
WENT TO PRACTiCE THEN AFTER PRACTICE ME SARA AND LEVi WENT TO WALLMART
AND WENT BACk TO HiS HOUSE AND WATCHED LEGALLY BLONDE WELL AFTER THE
MOViE WE WENT TO THE POOL HALL AND ME AND COURTNEY WENT TO DOUGS HOUSE
CHRiS..SO MUCH FUN AND NOW iM HOME. AND THATS ABOUT ALL iTS BEEN A VERY
EXCiTiNG WEEk..
X0-CAiTiE
sometimes you never realize how much you care
about someone until they stop caring about you <|3
my heart has been punched, stabbed, beaten
torn into two, broken into milions of pieces
but somehow it's still beating <|3
&& yeah she really does wish one day something
will get better for her, but until then this is the life
she's meant to live <|3
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sometimes love needs a second chance
because it wasn't ready for the first <3
&& today i thought of everything we used to have
and i wanted to talk to you about things, but instead
i just sat there and cried and left things unsaid <|3
life doesn't hurt until you think about how much
things have changed. who you've lost along the way
&& about how much of this was your fault <|3
i don't mean to drag it on, but i can't seem to let you go...
perhaps we all give the best
of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly
think about us in return.
wiping the tears from her eyes some days
she feels like dying && some days its not
worth trying she gets so sick of crying
i could be your best bet, let alone your worst ex. i wanna hate you so bad, but
i can't <|3
HEY YALL
WELL LAST WEEkEND SUCkED MOM DiDNT
LET ME DO ANYTHiNG BUT GO TO SARA'S FOR LikE AN HOUR..AND SUNDAY SUCkED
EVEN MORE CAUSE i HAD TO GET CAUGHT UP ON MY HOMEWERk MONDAY WAS A RUFF
DAY BACk TO SkOOL..BUT i WENT TO WORk WiTH SARA AND JiMMY ASkED ME
OUT..SO SWEET..TUESDAY WENT TO WORk WiTH SARA..WENESSDAY SAME THiNG
THURSDAY WENT TO ZAYNE'S AND WE WENT TO MONT. AND WENT BACk TO HiS
HOUSE AND ATE CAkE AND WATCHED TWiSTER..FRiDAY WAS LEiV'S BiRTHDAY AND
WE WERE ALL SUPPOSED TO GO EAT AFTER MINE AND SARA'S SHOPPiNG EVENT
BUT..WE RODE WiTH JiMMY BAD iDEA..HiS TRUCk BROkE DOWN ON THE WAY TO
MONT. AND CAUGHT ON FiRE..YEAH SO THE FiRE TRUCkS CAME AND WOW BiG
DEAL..WELL WE DiDNT EAT SO WE JUST WENT BACk TO PAiGE'S FOR THE PARTY
AND i STAYED WiTH SARA SATERDAY..WELL WE GOT UP AND WENT TO WETUMPkA
AND GOT SARA'S NAiLS DONE AND THEN WE CAME HOME AND TOOk A POWER
NAP..AND WE GOT READY AND WENT TO MEGAN'S FRiENDS BiRTHDAY PARTY AND HE
TURED 21 ..LETS JUST SAY WE HAD A GREAT NiGHT..L0L..WE STOPED BY THE
POOL HALL AFTER WE LEFT THE PARTY AND ME AND JiMMY BROkE UP..SO
SAD..ANYWAYS THEN i STAYED WiTH SARA..WELL TODAY i GOT UP AND WENT TO
FUCkiNG PRACTiCE..UH..THEN LEVi NiCk AND SARA PiCkED ME UP AND WE WENT
AND ATE AND THEN WATCHED BATMAN..FUN FUN THEN WE DROPPED SARA OFF AT
WORk AND THEN i JUST CAME HOME..iM kiNDA TiRED AFTER LAST NiGHT..BUT
YEAH WELL THATS ALL
X0-CAiTiE
Promise me. That's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me.
Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life.
Promise me that you'll always
remember me. Losing you was hard enough. But, I don't want to go on
knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.
i don't know if i LIKE you
or if i LOVE you.. WANT
you or even NEED you but
i know i can't stand the fee-
ling i get when i realize i'm
not with you <3
it's like writing every dream you've ever had on a foggy
window && slowly watching it fade away <|3
you're the worst actor that i've ever seen. but if this script called for liars,
you'd play the lead <3
she says don't worry i'll be fine as she fights back the tears one last time <3
&& i'll sit and wonder of every love
that could have been. too bad i couldn't
think of something heart-felt to say <|3
now..
i hate
the rain.
i hate it
for reminding me
of that night
last summer
when the rain
licked my lashes
while your lips
covered mine
i used to the
love the rain
you used to
love me.
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| And in the end...love sucks </3
there`s no hard feelings, no one to blame
just two people who don`t feel the same
no matter how many coins you
throw in a fountain, or the number
of fingers you cross, if it's not meant
to be, it won't happen..
through 9 years of school
you think somewhere along the
way they would`ve taught us how to
say goodbye
you can always close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel <3
HEY YALL
WELL iTS BEEN A WHiLE BUT WERE
MOVED iN AND MY COMP. iS HERE NOW SO THATS ALWAYS GOOD..UM NOTHiNGS
BEEN GOiNG ON TOO MUCH UM THESE PAST FEW WEEkENDS iVE BEEN TO THE
MONTGOMERY HAYRiDE..AND THEN TO SLAUS FERNEST..iN B-HAM SO MUCH FUN AND
NOTHiNG TOO MUCH HAS BEEN GOiNG ON AT SkOOL..UM THiS WEEk HAS REALLY
SUCkED i HAVE BEEN AT HOME WiTH STREP SO iM SO FLiPPiN BORED..i SWEAR i
HAVENT BEEN OUTSiDE iN LikE WEEkS..BUT WE HAVE PRACTiCE TOMORROW SO
HOPEFULLY iF EVERYTHiNG GOES GOOD i CAN AT LEAST GO TO SARA'S OR
SOMETHiNG..i WASNT ABLE TO GO TO THE GAME TONiGHT HOPEFULLY WE DO
OkAY..UM i WiSH i HAD MORE TOO SAY BUT i REALLY JUST DONT..LiFE'S BEEN
PRETTY BORiNG AROUND HERE LATLEY..MAYBE NEXT WEEk WiLL BE BETTER!
XO-CAiTiE
i wanna find a way to get you to notice me..
..& i`m not worried because at the end of the day. I can always blame myself.
&& even though i remind myself that we'll probably never be together,
i still won't let myself fall for anyone else <3
sometimes you just get to a point where you give up -- let it go && move on <3
i don't care about being your first -- i just care about being your last <3
it might be stormy now but it can't rain forever <3
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